The old woman caught my attention as she slowly made her way to a bench that had luggage stacked beside it. She was wearing a light gray wool coat and knit cap and sadness on her gently lined face. I can't explain why, but she some how seemed familiar which intrigued me so I continued to observe her from across the train station platform. As I did I let my mind ponder what her story might be. Why did I get the sense of familiarity? Was the luggage hers and she was taking a long trip? Was she there to meet someone? Why did she seem so sad as she watched for the train? I really had no right to intrude on her solitude or pry into her business but I couldn't seem to help myself. Walking over and taking a seat beside her, she glanced in my direction and then away without smiling or speaking. Sitting very still and watching her from the corner of my eye I gathered my courage to speak with her. I don't know if she sensed my curiosity but she turned towards me staring, not saying a word. Just as I started to speak the train arrived and the old woman left the bench to stand where passengers were exiting the train. Her eyes scanned the faces before her without seeming to find the one she was looking for. As the last person left the train her shoulders drooped and the air of sadness surrounding her was to palitable that I felt compelled to offer comfort of some sort. Just as I reached her, she turned with tears in her eyes and walked right through me saying softly "maybe tomorrow..................."
I can't believe all the time and energy wasted pressuring myself to come up with ideas for short stories when all the while I have had a secret trove just waiting for me. My dreams are extremely vivid and contain a plethora of color, action, horror, drama and excitement! All just waiting for me to bring them to a tangible existence on the written page.
And speaking of dreams, most people don't seem to dream in color and that intrigues me. I may have do a little research to see why this might be and if there is any special significance to dreaming in color. THANKS OMJ, FOUND THIS THRU YOUR SITE. HOW FUN!
Thursday, October 7, 2010 #194 So...here we go! 1. My favorite month is _June____ because _I was born when my favorite season begins____. 2. _Butterflies float on____ a fresh breeze. 3. I love to sniff _that smell you can only find in the crease of babies necks____. 4. _French Toast____ is what I like to have as a treat for breakfast. 5. The hobby I enjoy most is _Photography__ 6. _Pirates____ oh my! 7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to a bottle of my favorite wine_____, tomorrow my plans include attending a food party____ and Sunday, I want to just be__! Posted by Janet at 7:05 PM 34 comments Links to this post Dear
As you grow up you will face many trials and hardships, experience many joys and a little sadness and make endless decisions and choices. Here are my instructions to you that I believe will help enhance your journey. Always keep a journal. Start right now. Respect the privacy of others and demand that they respect yours. Be respectful towards others regardless of age, gender or ethnicity. Do not always just accept what adults tell you. Ask endless questions. Demand truthful answers. Trust yourself. Your inner voice and instincts won’t let you down if you listen for their truth. Do not be intimidated and afraid to speak up for yourself. You may be the only one who will. Do not be afraid to try new and different things. Just because someone else might think you lack the capabilities doesn’t necessarily make it true. Their fears are not your fears.And courage is fear acted upon. Always let your imagination run free and as you do…run with it. Believe that anything is possible. It will help you accomplish many things. Even great things! Always have a dream and move towards it. When you fulfill one, choose another. Choose your friends carefully. Do not let them choose you. True friends are a rare find so when you meet one, nourish and cherish the friendship. Give more than you receive, especially when it comes to kindness, compassion and love. Listen more than you talk. You will learn so much more and learn to hear what others might miss. Find time alone for yourself everyday to sit quietly and talk with God. Surround yourself with people who will support you through your failures as well as rejoice and support you in your successes. Do not become judgmental, you never know what a person is battling or experiencing. Never ever gossip. Never let anyone (family members included) steal your joy or passions. Do not let them manipulate you emotionally, physically, or mentally. Do not let them press their disappoints and regrets on your shoulders to carry. Embrace your uniqueness-love yourself just as you are and be self-confident. You have an inner strength that will serve you well on your journey in this life. Travel whenever the opportunity presents itself! Alone, with family or friends, however, wherever, whenever. Just go! Embrace, appreciate and visit the beauty that God has surrounded us with. Experience the different places and cultures around the world. And do it with a child’s eye and sense of adventure. If the craziness of this world begins to make you feel cynical spend time with a child. Give yourself over and see things through their eyes and imagination. It will bring back your natural wonder. Dance alone or with someone. Don‘t worry who might see, who cares! Just always dance. Start practicing yoga and never stop. Always speak what is in your heart at the moment. It may be your only chance. No one can ever be sure that there is another tomorrow. Cherish the special moments that come your way. Hold them in your heart and memory long after they pass. Be a person of high morals and integrity but never become self-righteous or arrogant. But above all, live in the present moment. As each milestone arrives, live it as fully as possible, don’t miss a moment of now by wishing, planning and focusing on the someday. Don’t wish your life away because it goes faster than you know. And know this, there is always someone who loves you no matter what. The title of my post "RUN YOUR OWN RACE" was advice from a famous father to his daughter. A touchstone for her when she has a decision to make.
When you give consideration to this quote it seems simple enough advice but how often when we reach a crossroads requiring a decision do we stop to ask ourselves "Is this my own race I'm running or someone elses?" Not often I would hazaard to guess. Especially given the fact that people so often feel guilty if they say no to someone or something, let alone decide to put their own needs and desires ahead of anothers. There are times when the needs and situations of others must be put first, but it is a good idea to learn how to find a proper balance so you are not continually self-sacrificing. I personally think it is a good question to ask ourselves on a regular basis, whether at a crossroads or not. It might for a moment, give each of us a clearer perspective. |
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