Seems like September did a slow stroll through the back door holding the screen so that it did not bang against the frame to catch me off guard. Time being time I guess summer knew when to go. But I feel cheated. So much rain and tangle of responsibilities across the days makes me feel like I missed something. Perhaps a lot of something's. Call it what you will, wish list, to do list or shit that just needs to happen list, there are too many things not yet crossed off. Do I just go with the flow or take a stand? Some moments I think I should keep plodding along putting in work hours that help knock out the bills and debt while looking towards a supposed secure future. Other moments I think to hell with it because this routine is no different really than all the previous years that racked up to now. Recent conversations with very different people brings assorted mindsets and ideology for me to consider. Consider or compare? Mostly I just feel the pressure to contribute hoping all the while life will tip in the direction I am always feeling half pulled towards. That vague direction that is always serenely whispering in my ear to come with me now.
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AuthorHello, I'm Kim Hitzges. I am a writer, photographer, and mixed media artist who is following the magic that guides my life. Archives
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